Weltschmerz..

is my new favourite word. Actually, all my favourite
words are German. It kind of makes me want to learn
German. And it makes me wonder why we don't have similar
words in our own language. Does it mean we don't need them,
or does it mean our language is lacking?

My second favourite word is Fernweh. I also like Wanderlust.

I don't know why I'm telling you this, but there we go.

I'm unemployed still. I've bought 15 books in the past 2 weeks.

FIFTEEN books. When am I going to read 15 books? Plus I keep
wanting more. I don't know what happened to me. Books and
words. Why couldn't I be so into books and words when I actually
needed to be, i.e. throughout my entire education.

I literally have nothing to write about right now. I'm applying for
jobs like a maniac but no one is getting back to me. I have no
money as the job centre ruined my claim twice. I have no plans,
nor really much hope of being able to make plans until I get a job
and start earning.

God.